end of a long run probably for the best

Hi all.

Well today I half heartedly went to create another podcast just for the hell of it doing the new dynogame on the blindshell2.
We lost keybase, then my mixcloud you have to buy into it, and now anchor is spotify.
I looked and thought, well fuck it all to hell!
It was fun while it lasted but blindvms is officially nuked.
The page is deleted, and all my files are deleted.
crashmaster on mixcloud probably has some of the files if you can be bothered listening to the old days but Thats my ass for the moment.
I may possibly restart the cast if I really want to but I doubt it.
I could have bothered but I’d been off the system so long it was easier to clear my cast storage and what I could and say it was fun while it lasted.
I started the cast in my mid 30s.
And there is no denying it, as a 20-34 year old I was a different man with almost no issue and a over weightness to it.
I am thinner, wiser and well I have extras I have to bother with.
The thing is, I just have no wish to podcast for now.
I don’t even listen to my old material.
With my social online skype circle and others pritty much gone, there is little for me and I really have no motivation to cast.
So no casting.
If I could freely upload with mixcloud still and anchor was still anchor issue ridden as it probably was I’d probably try it but it doesn’t.
Its easier to throw in the towel rather than bothering trying to bother.
Its a pitty because I have spent cash on material for the last 10 years but well it was fun while it lasted.
I have a couple nefews now and a fuller life off as well as online.
I can’t stay active for various reasons anyway so I’m out.
I will still admin here, comment here and post till the day I die but my audio posting for the moment is retired probably perminantly but who knows.
Have a nice life.